It's impressive what a little bit of positive productivity can do. Today, as well as doing a fuck ton of cleaning and ironing, I gave my blog a bit of a spruce up. It's very different but I really love it. I'm already feeling much better about getting back into writing. It surprises me how I've still been getting comments and emails and lots of page views from you guys despite how little I've been posting. It makes me feel like I owe it to you to get off my arse and do this thing properly. I'd say today was successful. I'm going to draw something soon and start being more awesome. Here's my face. Enjoy.

(what do you think of my new little signature? I think its jazzy)

Beginnings

For the last, I dunno, I guess basically 2 months- I have had this niggling at the back of my mind, every day, telling me I should be writing something or creating something or blogging. It's got to the point where I have made it seem like a chore and not something that I love, like it should be.

I need a change. I need a new direction. You guys have always made me feel so happy about my work and given me such confidence. I don't really know when I stopped trying. 

Ive decided I'm just going to rip it all down and start again. Everybody starts some place, this was my beginning. You amazing people have made me realise it is possible to get people to notice my art and more than anything, you have all been such amazing friends and support. I never thought I would find so much comfort in complete strangers. I need to thank you all for that. 

I don't have a plan yet, I just know I'm going to redesign everything and re-think what I want this blog to be about. I'm going to kick myself up the arse and do it. I promise. 

I'll be back to my normal self soon. I'm starting today.

Where have I been?

I owe you all a huge apology. I haven't posted in so long. It has been on my mind, but I just haven't had the energy to do anything until now.

First of all you should know what has been going on.

A few weeks ago my relationship ended. This is something that is obviously hard for anyone, It is personal thing and I'm clearly not the only person involved so I wont get into it, but it ended on good terms and I feel like everything will be okay.

Secondly. And sadly, on New Years eve, Boux was found by a neighbour, she had been ran over and died. I don't think it has properly sunken in yet. I cant really believe it. I love all of my cats but Boux was MY cat and she was like a baby to me. She slept on my bed every single night and I always woke up to a cuddle. She brought me so much happiness for such a little thing and I miss her so much.

Needless to say I've just felt like a break from everything. I will get back on track once I find my inspiration.

I hope you all had an amazing Christmas and New Year and thank you all so much for sticking around.

All my love.