Today, i am pissed. It's my first day off in a while and last week i decided that today i was going to paint something! I made myself a lovely big canvas and i have been excited all week waiting for today, getting really inspired to do something. So i got an early night last night and planned to get started as soon as i got up. When i woke up, i had a pounding headache and my back was killing me, i thought i'd just man up and power through, so i started painting. I got about half way through and got stuck, i messed up and couldn't see where else to go with it, i totally lost all my inspiration, it sucks and now im grumpy as hell. My throat is killing me and im really sleepy. I think im just going to relax for the rest of the day, maybe do some doodles and see if i feel any more creative later on. I'll let you know what happens, fingers crossed for me getting my inspiration back. I need hugs. *sadface*

